Tag: rambles

Okay, so…it’s been kinda up in the air whether or not I would continue Follow the Stars but I think I’m gonna try to.

I will be tagging @love-for-a-lost-girl because I do want E.K to know that I do still think of her.

Me: I feel like I make a lot of male characters with long hair.

Part of Me That Is Secure In What I Find Attractive to Me: So what? I like men with long hair and I will create as many as I want. Fuck you.

Me: Fair enough, fair enough.

Tbh, maybe the whole thing with SheWhoShallNotBeNamed could have worked out. I think the problem was that she was trying too hard to be an adult before her time whilst I am mature (half the time) and quite happy to be a kid for as long as I can.

Also might’ve been because she didn’t really try to educate herself on genders and sexualities and shit like that. Might’ve also been because she didn’t seem to get that I am an atheist and acted like it was sad that I had never gone to church but whatever.

Little did she know that I have been to church quite a few times, usually for a nativity thing when I was younger and my mum used to do a market that took place in an old cathedral, and I went to my half cousin’s baptism and two of my cousins weddings so.

I dunno man, this was bugging me.

Literally me, today, at lunch: Ah shit. I’ve caught feelings. What am I gonna do about that?

My Brain: Supress them. Supress them until they cannot be found.

Me: Good plan, good plan.

I’m like 90% sure that if my characters were real, they would be trying to kill me because I never fucking focus on them. It’s all Mallory and Azami and occasionally Anshee.