Okay, so I was doing my writing thing but I remembered something an annoyingly positive person once told me and it basically amounted to telling me to put a fake smile on my face and be positive when that is literally the opposite of what I am as a person.

And like, yeah I’m still pessimistic but I can be positive when I WANT to be, not when someone is trying to force me to. I can compliment people and be snarky and all  that I want to be whenever I want to, I dont need someone to be telling me what to be at any given moment. If you do that, I’m more likely to dig my heels in and resist.